Sunday, November 28, 2010

Thinking.....


yeah im sure a picture of a tombstone is pretty random to most but to most people who know me would know recently its really not. i took this picture on thanksgiving a week and 1 day after my Mema passed away, 2 weeks to the day she went into the hospitial she died. i miss her dearly i really do she was my biggest insepration a week after her being in the hospitial they found she had bone cancer and it was spreading threw her body but she was in no pain at all which i think was all on Gods part he completely watched out for her but coming on the last few days with her she told my uncle david she was ready to see my grandpa who died 22 years ago i view it as she was at peace she was ready to go and it really helped me cope with loosing her i went on thursday and just stood there and talked to her and i can deffently say i wasnt the only person out at the cementy that day so im sure i didnt look like a crazy person and honestly i didnt care if i looked werid or crazy to someone passing by it helped alot to just stand out there and talk they ahd placed all the flowers from the funeral there and even with them dieing it just looked beautiful and peaceful. my Mema was one of my biggest inspirations for everything big i did from my artwork to my school she encouraged all of us to do the things we love she was the back bone to the whole family and you would think when something like this happens your family would fall apart but honestly with all of this i think it has just brought us all completely closer.and that is what she always wanted she loved all of us and i know she is watching over us, <3 i miss you everyday mema but i will always keep our amazing memories like the time we where really nosey and drove around the cementry to look at the different tombstones hehe